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Posted: 02.20.2003 Too Far Down
I feel like I'm back in high school again. My musical selections this week have reflected my mood -- and have largely consisted of The Cure, Squeeze, John Wesley Harding, Elvis Costello, Morrissey/The Smiths, (dark) Depeche Mode, the Lemonheads, and Hüsker Dü:
I'm down again And I don't know how to tell you But maybe this time I can't come back Because I might be too far down I wish for real That I could turn it on and off Like hot and cold and up and down Because I'm down again I'm too far down I couldn't begin to smile Because I can't even laugh or cry Because I just can't do it If it was so easy to be happy Why am I so down? All I can do is sit and wonder when it's going to end Or if I should just go away forever When I sit and think I wish that I just could die Or let someone else be happy By setting my own self free And you don't want the emotion Because the taste it leaves is for real But nothing's ever real until it's gone And I might be too far down And is this just another thrown away Or is this the end of the whole stupid road But you wouldn't want to know how I feel anyway Because the darkest hole is at the end of the road I'm down again And I guess I'm not the only one who dreams That there's not any way to tell you Because I might be too far down Lyrics Credit: Hüsker Dü Still waiting for the day where I wake up feeling like "me" again...please be patient...  Take all the time you need, Robyn. And at the risk of sounding like a broken record, let me know if you need anything at all. *hugs* ¤ ¤ credit: Susan | 02.20.03 at 04:50 AM | link- -this ¤ ¤ CFS since 1994 .. I have all the patience of a saint :) ¤ ¤ credit: Jessica Parker | 02.20.03 at 06:02 AM | link--this ¤ ¤Don't try to rush it. One day you will wake up & feel like you, just a slightly different version of you. ¤ ¤ credit: Mandy | 02.20.03 at 08:25 AM | link--this ¤ ¤For better or worse... I don't think most of us are going anywhere... Do you still have that beer in the fridge like you promised a week or so ago? :) ¤ ¤ credit: Deb | 02.20.03 at 08:28 AM | link--this ¤ ¤Hell, as heart wrenching as some of your posts are (because the situation itself is heart wrenching), they are still great reads. You really know how to put pure emotion into words. Though I really wish you peace and happiness, I look forward to reading your post no matter what the mood is. -this ¤ ¤I go through that too....but alot of time my collection also includes Lords of Acid and NIN. Oh, and The Psychedelic Furs. Help me. ¤ ¤ credit: Nicole | 02.20.03 at 09:14 AM | link--this ¤ ¤Hang in there, things will only get better. There is a time for everything you know and you have to take the time to mourn, but believe me when I tell you there will be a time to heal and move on too, only you know when that will be but it will come. You are a good person and I wish you guys all the best, you'll be in my prayers. ¤ ¤ credit: JE | 02.20.03 at 09:44 AM | link--this ¤ ¤Hell, I can listen to JWH for hours on end.... but if I listen to his "Name above the Title" CD a bit too long, I'm off the deep end. ¤ ¤ credit: John | 02.20.03 at 10:26 AM | link--this ¤ ¤No worries, Robyn. Take all the time you need. Becky ¤ ¤ credit: Cyberangel | 02.20.03 at 11:34 AM | link--this ¤ ¤don't be in a rush, take your time. I agree with mandy-"you" will be slightly different yet still the same when the time comes. you have been in my thoughts daily. take care of each other-we can wait. ¤ ¤ credit: jennypoo | 02.20.03 at 11:44 AM | link--this ¤ ¤take all the time you need, Robyn. we are here, always. *hugs* ¤ ¤ credit: munin | 02.20.03 at 12:53 PM | link--this ¤ ¤This blog is for you first Robyn, not for us. ¤ ¤ credit: queen | 02.20.03 at 01:05 PM | link--this ¤ ¤music heals girl just go with it :) love ya....... ¤ ¤ credit: gnome-girl | 02.20.03 at 01:16 PM | link--this ¤ ¤Hugs and Love your way. Take all the time you need. We'll still be around! ¤ ¤ credit: Kathryn | 02.20.03 at 02:36 PM | link--this ¤ ¤Bob Mould has a wicked way of helping you through a tough time. Of course, the eels help too, but don't listen for too long, or you will be stuck at the bottom of the abyss. But, keep it coming. I hope you feel better. ¤ ¤ credit: Evil Monkey | 02.20.03 at 03:19 PM | link--this ¤ ¤The 80's are about never having to apologize for your music. Throw on some 'Nick Lowe and his Cowboy Outfit', or maybe 'Bad Manners', and it's prom week again. ¤ ¤ credit: Lunchbox | 02.20.03 at 03:54 PM | link--this ¤ ¤i will wait as long as needed ¤ ¤ credit: Ruthie | 02.20.03 at 06:59 PM | link--this ¤ ¤you should add some New Order to that list :-) ¤ ¤ credit: Paul | 02.21.03 at 01:24 AM | link--this ¤ ¤
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