Posted: 09.12.2001 Well, considering I keep trying
Well, considering I keep trying to force myself to do "normal" things, and to think normal thoughts, yes... I might have bought a purse on eBay. Even if I lived in New York. It may have been all she could do to feel like it was a normal day, like she was alive. Who knows. I am only speculating, my annoying bad habit. Everyone deals with things so differently. I would want to attempt to ground myself in reality. I had to force myself last night to turn off the news and leave the computer off and do something other than sit and think... and I sure did get a lot of cleaning done. I was amazed with the energy that came over me. I just had to feel normal, or at least try. (It didn't really work too well, but...)
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