When will it ever feel "normal" to post here again? When will everyday worries not seem so petty in comparison to everything else going on around me? When will the gravity of what happened really hit me, and ultimately make me break down and cry to the point I don't think I'll ever stop? When will my husband be able to leave for work each morning without me standing at the door holding him so tight I can't let go? When will life return to what it once was? The answer to all of these, as hard as it is to accept, is that "it won't be". Ever.
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